What the hell happened to the sunshine?
I'm on my way to work and I'm looking in the sky, it's summer and there's no sun. As I didn't check the weather I have no way of knowing whether this is temporary, but I hope that the golden glow comes back, it makes what I do that much more enjoyable.
Several hours later and nothing, not even a hint of extra light peeking through the clouds. From my office window it looks like an arch angel got a can of grey paint and splashed it across the sky. It's given me time to think. It's given me pause to wonder if I have a problem. I can't see how owning a supreme libido is a problem, although a recent conversation I had with my newest therapist has led me to question if my urges are still within my control. I caught myself at my desk typing in 'www.xxx-' need I go on?
If it wasn't for a sudden coffee craving I think I would have had some of the best HD videos on my screen and a smile on my face.
The sun needs to come out and I need to deal with my demons in the privately public way I've become accustomed to.
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