You can only speculate on what it is whilst living the reality that whatever God has planned pretty much is gonna be a mix bag of lemons and peaches & cream.
A lot of religious folk come at me with things like: If it's his design and he knows all, guides you to where you need to go ... I always listen with a pinch of salt because currently, the so-called-plan isn't looking golden to me. I totally get that the universe is constantly kicking me in the nuts just for the hell of it and if I listen to those with faith, it's really God setting me on a certain path. That doesn't change the fact that the path is painful, has it moments (good ones at that) and it's not all bad, but the sad times seem amplified for some reason.
I'm grateful in the face of everything, and even though I don't go to church or have ashes brushed on my forehead on Ash Wednesday, I understand that it's an amazing life we lead, all I have to do is figure out how to make the pain work for me and I'll see rainbows on cloudy days.
Feels like I need to end on a song:
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